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2015
05:08
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(song about neon genesis evangelion; i'm not religious)
2015♫Soozythedoozy
Seasons last
Like angels cast
Onto the earth
Death and Rebirth
I'll touch her heart,
And then you'll start,
An Impact that
Won't be the last
(pre-chorus)
All is consumed
Angels exhumed
No longer home,
It is our tomb
All is consumed,
Angels exhumed
No cry, No tears
No life, No fears
(chorus)
Gospel of a new century
Generation, who cannot read
I've lost my head
Along the mess
I've lost myself,
In fiery hell
Rubbled life,
Caused by trouble times
Reality unchecked
Look's like no one's left
Best of friends all gone
Memories all lost
Missing thoughts,
Missing times,
Ohhh, The End Is Nye
(pre-chorus)
All is consumed
Angels exhumed
No longer home,
It is our tomb
All is consumed,
Angels exhumed
No cry, No tearsa
No life, No fears
(chorus)
Gospel of a new century
Generation, who cannot read
I've lost my head
Along the mess
I've lost myself
In fiery hell
I can't go back
From peril's task
All I can see
Is injury
Again, I bleed
Again, I flee
Again, I think
I cannot be
(instrumental/bridge)
I'll see you in
Another life,
And I will think
As you walk by,
Of all those times
That we both had
a life that wasn't
so fucking bad
I miss those days
I miss those months
I miss that time
I miss those years
All is consumed
Angels exhumed
No cry, No tears
No life, No fears
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2. |
new direction
03:22
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New Direction♫Soozythedoozy
Long story,
so torturous
Impatient child,
inside my head
Oh yes I'll wait,
until the end
I guess I'll wait
My time I'll lend
I'll spend that time,
just writing songs,
and doing things,
both right and wrong,
and doing shit,
that condradicts,
I need some help
I've loss my bliss
Stare into space
Dissociate,
to pass the time
Waiting for fate
I'll throw myself,
into the void
Keep my mouth shout
Oh, I'll play coy
Inside my head,
a foggy place
Inside my mouth,
a sour taste
Inside my throat,
feels like a blade
I cannot breath
I cannot say
Life's slowy slipping away
I've lost my chance,
Today, away, away, away,
away I breathe
Both you, and me,
in harmony
I've lost my sense,
of time
Oh, that shit happens,
all the time
Entice, entice, entice,
my head,
The longest stories,
are always best
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3. |
2 happy kids
03:59
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happy kids♫Soozythedoozy
oh, i get lost in a thought
when i think of the times
that we were hanging out
staring at the sea
when we stood on the beach
while we stared at the clouds
with the sand beneath our feet
hear the roaring of waves
beckoning to the void
to just take us away
from this facade of a life
tucked away and
I'm feeling alright
Just me and you
Against the world
A frantic boy,
and a really nice girl
Oh this feels like a dream
or a scene from
a hipster indie movie
well then thats quite alright
i mean we;re pretty hip
and this song and these words
are an evidence list
oh i know we'll be stars
i mean we're shining so bright
like a candle in the wind
and its lit at both sides
in the end
we'll burn out
and that's quite okay
because at least we'll still have
a memory of this day
when it comes to the day
where i lay near my death
and i think of the place
in my life, where i am
as im singing this song
i'll feel a rock in my chest
for these days,
i will long
i'll miss sharing our heat
talk for hours
sit so close in our seats
And I'll miss that little smile
When you flash me your teeth
And I'll miss the times
when we were both so fucking happy
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where_r_u_?
03:29
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TURN THE VOLUME UP FOR THIS SONG. IT IS TOO QUIET. this song was recorded live with a tape recorder in my bedroom and then I digitized the tape using garageband, thus the volume difference.
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I DID NOT SING ON THIS TRACK
this was a collaborative effort with a person from Canada (they did drums and vocals)
I don't remember their, name, but I will gladly credit them, if they send me an email (sorry)
girl♫salvia palth
one day i will
get drunk and txt you
and i'll say
and i'll say
that i want you
lets get coffee
when you're down
when you're down
yeah you scare me
the nicest person
i will wait
i will wait
dali said that
you want me also
will you say
will you say
i thought no one would think about me
but it's not surprising that
you thought about me
i thought
you'd feel like an ocean all reactive
and lucid in emotion why'd you think
about me
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space cadet (elon)
02:31
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I DID NOT SING ON THIS TRACK
this was a collaborative effort with a person from Canada (they did drums and vocals)
I don't remember their, name, but I will gladly credit them, if they send me an email (sorry)
haunt me (x3)♫teen suicide
I wanna be haunted
I wanna be loved
I want a lot of friends and
A lot of drugs
I wanna be haunted
I won’t leave my bed
I won’t go crazy and
I won’t get sad
So haunt me haunt me haunt me ooo
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9. |
reminders
04:39
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friend
03:45
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friend♫Soozythedoozy
Friends 'til the end
Oh, I'm fairly certain
That you're a god-send
I know, because
When you were gone
the minutes,
the hours,
seem so long
And when you are near,
I don't need no tears
'cause your my best friend
we're friends 'til the end
'til the end
'til the end
we're friends til the end
'til the end
'til the end
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pictures of you♫the cure
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures
Are all I can feel
Remembering you standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering you running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage to let it all go
Remembering you fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white, so delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you, how you used to be
Slow drowned, you were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes, but I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
My pictures of you
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this is one of the greatest examples of my bass playing. I believe my bass was in an alternate tuning and had a capo as well. I also really love the guitar parts I wrote on this track as well. if you want to add lyrics, I would highly appreciate that. I never could get lyrics that fit well.
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13. |
maniac
05:43
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Impulsive thoughts
Acting erratic
I've lost control again
Intrusive thoughts
I'm feeling manic
I need my mind back again
Please let me think
Please let me be
Please let me see
Please let me breathe
Please let me leave
I cannot see
Please let me think
Please let me be
Please let me see
Please let me breathe
Please let me leave
I cannot think
Mania,
Mania,
Mania,
Mania
Don't fucking touch me
My skin feels hot
There's thoughts inside my head
I'm feeling wrong
I'm feeling lucky
I'm feeling sad
I wanna be dead
Please let me think
Please let me be
Please let me see
Please let me breathe
Please let me leave
I cannot see
Please let me think
Please let me be
Please let me see
Please let me breathe
Please let me leave
I cannot think
Mania,
Mania,
Mania,
Mania (x2)
(hXc instrumental part lol)
Manic depression,
crushing me in
Unaware of my actions
Unintentional sin
Manic depression
Running through my head
Makes me feel so alive
Makes me wish I was dead
Manic depression,
Wired in my brain
Knowing too much joy,
Knowing too much pain,
Manic depression,
Ruining my thoughts
Don't fucking touch me,
My skin feels hotl
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Freaks♫Surf Curse
Don't kill me
Just help me run away
From everyone
I need a place to stay
where I can cover up my face
Don't cry
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
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ufo hitchhiker (musk)
03:18
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this track is composed of 1 looped bass sample, another bass track that I recorded live, an audio sample of my younger brother's soccer game, and waaay too much reverb and echo
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17. |
stagnation(instrumental)
03:36
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18. |
dysphoria
04:18
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dysphoria♫Soozythedoozy
Sometimes life's just so beautiful,
But thats not today
And it will never go away,
This feeling of suffering,
This feeling of pain
And I'm lying here crying
And I'm singing as I fade
Sometimes life's just so beautiful,
But thats not today
And it will never go away,
This feeling of suffering,
This feeling of pain
And I'm lying here dying
And I'm singing as I fade
Oh I can't keep on going
Oh I can't take much more
Of my life and I'm trapped
Behind this fucking door
Of self pity and doubt
And I'll never go out
And I'm lying here crying
All alone on the floor
Oh I can't keep on going
Oh I can't take much more
Of my life and I'm trapped
Behind this fucking door
Of self pity and doubt
And I'll never go out
And I'm lying here dying
All alone on the floor
Sometimes life's just so beautiful,
But thats not today
And it will never go away,
This feeling of suffering,
This feeling of pain
And I'm lying here crying
And I'm singing as I fade
Sometimes life's just so beautiful,
But thats not today
And it will never go away,
This feeling of suffering,
This feeling of pain
And I'm lying here dying
And I'm singing as I fade
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19. |
kawaii girl
02:52
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22. |
i_wanna_believe_pt.2
02:20
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23. |
fugue
03:18
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(I wrote this song as I sang it into the microphone)
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